2014

by Carolin Messier

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january:
writing. writing. writing. anxiety. loss.
home. relief. sadness. security.
writing.
anxiety. sadness. gratitude.
writing.
acceptance. affirmations. gratitude.
writing.
acceptance. affirmations. gratitude.
writing.
compassion. compassion. compassion.
writing.
insight.
acceptance.
connection.
love.

february:
love. anticipation. love.
crash.
break-up.
iceland.
tears. tears. tears.
geysers. waterfalls. springs. sand.
tears. tears. tears.
letter. love. tenderness.
apology. insight.
hope.

march:
denmark. friends. generosity. kindness. candlelight. care.
lingerie. sandwiches.
reconciliation. hope. love.
understanding. love.
home. love.

april:
spokane. love. laughter. love. hotel. loving. writing. love.
driving. snowflakes. driving. mars.
admiration. love.
plan. plan. plan.
love. love. love.
future.
love.

may:
love. planning. love. packing. love.
joy. joy. joy.
love. planning. love. packing. love.

june:
moving. cleaning. hectic. love.
concern. care. love. doctors.
concern. care. love. fear.
concern. care. love. madness.
fear. terror. fear. terror. fear.
gratitude. love. fear.
gratitude. love. fear.
anniversary. tears. love. fear. love.

july:
courage. fear. vulnerability.
powerlessness.
doctors. therapists. nurses.
pleading. calling. cajoling. begging.
powerlessness.
frustration. fear. courage. fear.
powerlessness.
appointment.
hope.
psychiatrist.
hope.
relax.
missing.
phone. keys. notes. ring.
panic.
missing.
panic.
call.
police.
homicide.
gun.
suicide.
gun.
wailing. sobs. weeping.
friends. grief. family. grief.
grief. bourbon. grief.
bourbon. house*. bourbon. house. bourbon.

august:
bourbon. house. bourbon. house. bourbon.
bourbon. house. cat. bourbon. house. cat. bourbon.
bourbon. house. cat. bourbon. house. cat. bourbon.
bourbon. house. cat. bourbon. house. cat. bourbon.
receipt. grief. bullets. grief.
writing. grief. poem. grief. blog. grief.

september:
grief. writing. grief. support.
grief. bookmarks. grief. writing. grief.
grief. wedding. grief. friendship.
california. grief.
laugh. drink. laugh. drink. sleep. drink. laugh. write.
grief.

october:
grief. writing. grief. writing. grief.
inertia.
grief. writing. grief. writing. grief.
inertia.
repeat.
repeat.
repeat.

november:
grief. road trip. grief. dinosaurs. grief
apples. poem. hope.
haiku. scotland.
driving. desert. writing.
anticipation. love.
driving. driving. driving.
painting. laughing. painting. sharing. love.
airport. kiss. poetry. love.

december:
love. passion. love. grief. love. parting. love.
tarts. love. grief. love.
crash. grief. anxiety. grief.
love. grief. love.
writing.
love. love. love.
writing. grief.
love. love.
writing. grief.
love.
writing.
love.

*House M.D. all 9 seasons back to back.